LMFAO!!
"Have you even read the restraining order?"
Christine, you have a problem but analingus isn't one of them. Jimmy isn't over you I see. Hey, I had a woman be there for me right after my wife passed and she and I did everything you can imagine for each other even though I was seriously in the dark hole of despair. (Psst: Means things didn't work so well for my equipment)
She got me out of bed, caring for my kids and for myself. She didn't try to move in or use any of my money ever. She would have been the perfect mistress, one who didn't need support. I learned that she loved the control and the loops she kept two other guys in. Back then I was pissed about her intentions, but then I realized I didn't need her anymore, and it was time to heal and just do things on my own. K helped me, but in a way, you would never ask. She was a gift both in caring, touch, and the eventual lesson. I was never a fuck boy. Perhaps I fantasized about it when I was married to my first wife and there were always women who loved dancing with me.
(FYI, I was allowed to go out on Friday nights with dancing privileges. )
It made our lovemaking insane, even after 22 years together.