It takes two people working together and in love to create happiness.
"I married because of fear."
You knew it was a lost cause. You satisfied someone else's dream.
I am sorry it happened. You wrote the ending, looked at it, and decided to write the story.
Women and men are in marriages that are not meant for a lifetime. Accept that or don't. It doesn't get better because you disagree.
I am dealing with the same questions, but I look to see if there are real problems or if it is some long-dormant demon of my creation.